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Name: Linda


Interests: morning news. roses, tulips, and lavender. nightlife. plum blossom. profound words. sunset and sunrise. light and shadow. jumping fences. beverage in nice containers. cooking and cleaning [for therapeutic purposes only]. movies. candles. sunglasses. strawberry green tea. bossa nova. coconut milk. nice manly scent. the feeling of sun on my face. warm milk. vicarious living. $2.25 spiced chai latte. parmesean shavings drenched in balsamic vinegar. having a baby falling asleep on me. sitting by the window and watch the downpour. talking to thunders.
Expertise: alienation. isolation. being grumpy. vicarious living. sleeping. losing stuff.
Occupation: RN


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Member Since: 12/19/2005

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Thursday, March 26, 2009

it's good to be home alone.

decompress.

who knew i'd need a one-house-radius for personal space.

dear soul,
sorry that i've been starving you.


Monday, March 02, 2009

consternation

noun :

> a sudden, alarming amazement or dread that results in utter confusion; dismay.


Friday, January 09, 2009

i wonder if anyone's ever killed themselves out of rage.
not quite out of sadness. but with a mild dose of wild-animal desperation,
a healthy pinch of self-pity,
and definitely on a generous dollop of helplessness.
that when pushed to a corner, the aforementioned beast has fought every fight, hidden in every crevice, and still the predator latches on.

how much longer before the rainbow-unicorn subsistence loses its steam? 

what happens when you want to give but realize you've run out of things to give.
and that you've become so preoccupied with your own survival you're beginning to lose your place in other peoples' lives.
what happens when the only control left is what you can do to yourself.
when breaking free doesn't have a meaning anymore.
when hope and optimism are second to breathing in draining?




Wednesday, December 06, 2006

... the sinful mind is hostile to God. it does not submit to God's law, nor can it do so. those controlled by the sinful nature, cannot please God.
-Romans 8:6-8

above all, love deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins.
-1 peter 4:8

... whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable- if anything is excellent or praiseworthy- think about such things.
-philippians 4:8